Questioning Myself
How is it that when I express my true feelings to someone, they throw it in my face? Am I crazy? Well, I am no longer going to worry about that. I’m not going to hold back with anyone. My whole life I’ve hesitated to show my true self- to anyone. In the last month that has changed drastically. I’ve found I don’t mind sharing my feelings, with anyone. I don’t concern myself with what they will think or say about me. Because thats who I am. Take it or leave it. I reckon their are enough people in this world that will care about me and accept me. Life is too short to try and control anything but my attitude and my decisions. I’ve always valued my ability to separate myself from my emotions, and that has been challenged more wholly in the last month than ever before. I am glad it has been. I consider myself a stronger and wiser person for it. I have been physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually questioning every sensibility I’ve ever possessed. Doubted myself, my abilities, my attitude, my dreams. And I have grown a lot from that questioning. I am now more confident, more willing to put myself out there, more focused how to achieve my goals. I will keep smiling, laughing, challenging, being myself, and growing. I know who I am, now better than ever. Do you?
